11:59pm — Twenty-two days into the new year and already so much has happened. I suppose the biggest thing was Jon’s getting arrested in the driveway 10 days ago. It made me a nervous wreck for days I’ve been teaching a cults class at Wooddale. Work is going VERY well, as well.

8:06am — The New Year rolled in last night — again we were with Kristie and Eddie, and just played board games — Clue.

I’m committing to a few new things this year, primarily centered around my marriage. I definitely need to do a better job of showing love to her.

“Lord, I need your help to make it through. For one thing, I need to believe in you, again. My childlike faith has vanished.

Help me, please to submit to You. 2005 belongs to YOU, O Lord!