Monday, October 26, 2020

It was a cold, rainy day today. I didn’t have a whole lot to do for work. It was a pretty normal, sub-dued day.

I have been thinking a lot again about my book that I’m writing about my past, “My Life So Far.” I’m going through old posts and diary entries that I wrote so long ago. It’s so painful dredging some of that old stuff up. Things go so, so ugly between Sara and me.

I am ACHING for reconciliation.

Saturday, October 24, 2020

Today was an OK day. I woke up earlier than I wanted to because Coco was ready to get up. It’s starting to get/be pretty cold out now, so I actually had to put a coat on in order to take him out.

I attempted to go back to sleep for a little longer, but, to no avail. I had my men’s small group meeting with Eric and others. It was a good session.

Still being pretty tired, I took a little nap. Roman came back from and informed me that the UFC fight that he had been looking forward to was happening this afternoon, earlier than he thought because it was actually in Dubai. We went to a restaurant to watch it.

We went to the gym for a little bit. We came home and I wrote a review for our product that we’re just trying to sell on Amazon (pilates and yoga rings). I made some Indian butter chicken from a jar. It turned out pretty bland, actually. I also attempted to dye my hair to cover up the gray, but, it only turned strawberry blond, which means, the stuff I used was pretty cheap.

I want to learn Microsoft 365 and Teams since LTCG is going to be switching to that soon. It is pretty expensive to take courses, so, I’m trying to find something free.

A thought occurred to me today. Sara once sent me an email telling me that she forgives me. But, I never said that to her. I know that if I did, she wouldn’t take it well. Nevertheless, it is something I might consider saying.

Thursday, October 22, 2020

Tonight is the second and last presidential debate between Donald Trump and Joe Biden. I have never before in my life been so invested and interested in a presidential election than this one. The main reason is because I just can’t stand Donald Trump anymore! Since the impeachment hearings last year, I was glued to the TV listening to how horrible he was. How he treated the new president of Ukraine was atrocious.