It was a cold, rainy day today. I didn’t have a whole lot to do for work. It was a pretty normal, sub-dued day.

I have been thinking a lot again about my book that I’m writing about my past, “My Life So Far.” I’m going through old posts and diary entries that I wrote so long ago. It’s so painful dredging some of that old stuff up. Things go so, so ugly between Sara and me.

I am ACHING for reconciliation.