9:46pm — It’s been weighing so heavy on me recently knowing that my son is being raised by a narcissistic mother. I believe that he is becoming more and more invisible in her eyes, if not even going to become the scapegoat. I see the pictures of her with her new little girl, who she seems to idolize much more than anyone else. This little girl will become Sara’s favorite, the middle two boys will be invisible, and Austin, because he is an outsider and still bears the last name of the person she hates the most (i.e. ME), he will become the one she blames everything that goes wrong in the family on.