Tuesday, February 25, 2014

3:46pm — Mary’s Market at Edgebrook

I just finished up with an appointment I had with my dentist.  I went in a few weeks ago for  a deep cleaning, but was turned away then because I hadn’t taken an anti-biotic beforehand.  Evidently, this is called “pre-medicating.”  [Since I am on immuno-suppressant drugs, I have to take anti-biotics before seeing a dentist, because they stir up bacteria that could be built up in the teeth]

Well, finally I had my doctor at Northwestern prescribe one for me.  So, today was the rescheduled appointment that I thought would be a “deep cleaning.”  Well, evidently, the tartar/calculus build up has become so bad, that I have gum disease (i.e. “periodontitis”).  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Periodontitis

Unfortunately, my insurance, didn’t cover what I had done today, which is called “debridement”  (fmd).  So, I had to pay $182.00 out of pocket!

I set up my next appointment for March 6, at 1:00pm.

Monday, February 17, 2014

10:24PM — 1433 Albany Lane, Rockford, IL  61107

I just sent a text message to Eric Lundstrom:

“Me: Hey Eric! Just wanted yo tell you I had SUCH a vicotorious day, today! Great time w/God, shoveled the driveway, Mike picked me up for JW, (great time there), and had a great little talk with my AWESOME AUSTIN! 10:19 PM”

Austin — I wasn’t able to record our brief conversation today, primarily because I was at a Joseph’s Walk’s meeting which was not that well-attended primarily due to the fact that we were DUMPED on by a lot of snow, today, so I decided not to make a big scene by walking into the little sanctuary area.  I just brought my cell phone with me.

I left the group at about 7:50 — it was a very good group tonight!

Thursday,

1:30pm – Mary’s Market, Rockford, IL

I woke up this morning, (well, perhaps I should qualify the term “wake up” — since my transplant, the term has come to mean, my eyes beging to open, I’m aware that the sun has already been up for a few hours, and, probably the only real reason I’m awake, is because I have to go to the bathroom — AGAIN!  But, my blood sugar is usually at such a low level that, I’m afraid that if I get up, I might pass out. — Maybe I’ll stumble out to the kitchen afterwards, and grab a big glass of milk, and then back to whatever spot in my parents’ house I happen to be sleeping that night.  This cycle will likely continue for the next couple to few hours.  I often hear my mother walking around, getting things from the kitchen, letting the cat outside in her little portable kennel.  — She loves to just sit out on the porch in her “cage” and watch all the little critters and people that happen to in wander into her line of sight.)  In any event, usually somewhere between 10 and 12, (sometimes earlier, sometimes later), I’ll finally and officially GET UP, turn the fan off, take my laptop with me — shame on me for bringing it to bed with me in the first place — and go into the family room where my mom is sitting curled up in the chair closest to the fireplace, watching TV.)  — Today, this scenario occurred played out until 10:30.  I felt proud of myself, somewhat, for forcing myself to get up when I did.  (I was even lucky enough to catch the 10:30 episode of Frasier and pieces of Judge Judy.)

In any event, my mom reminded me that I had a dentist’s appointment at noon.  Since it was snowing fairly heavily, I was debating if I should cancel it, since she didn’t think my dad would want to drive me there.  But, by 11:05, it had totally stopped snowing, and, there wasn’t very much on the driveway at all. And, sicne I had another appointment with Tim at 4:00, who is at Edgebrook, and right next to (practically) the dentist’s office, AND since I was going to be going to Ralph’s Bible Study later, he would only have to make one trip.  He agree to do it, and so, he dropped me off.

The rest of what happened is summed up here in my latest Facebook post:

“The wierdest thing just happened to me a couple hours ago. I went in to my dentist today at noon for a deep cleaning, (since it hasn’t happened in at LEAST a decade  But, she, (the dentist), refused to do it because she was afraid that the bacteria that is lodged between and on my teeth (in the form of plaque/calculus), would be released and could possibly cause an infection. And, since I’m on the anti-rejection meds, and NOT taking any anti-biotics, she didn’t feel comfortable doing it.

She DID try calling my cardiologist’s office, but, like I knew, she wouldn’t be able to get through to anyone. I personally felt like she was going a little over-board. Has anyone else been turned away by your DENTIST because of your anti-rejection meds???”

— Now, I’m sitting at Mary’s Market waiting for next appointment with Tim at 4:00.

Letter to My Heart Donor’s Family

This is my proposed letter to my generous heart donor’s family. Please feel free to submit your comments. It’s a VERY sensitive issue since what was THEIR loss, was MY gain.

Thanks and God bless!

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December 6, 2013

Hello,

I am the most gracious and humble recipient of the heart from your loved one who sadly lost his or her life 5 years ago this past November in 2008.

First of all, let me express my utmost condolences for your loss, the details of which I know nothing. Secondly, I want to apologize for waiting so long to reach out to you. Rest assured, the reason is NOT because I’m not interested in getting to know the family and friends of the person who saved my life, but simply because I have had the toughest time trying to figure out what to say. What was obviously terrible and tragic news to you, was wonderful and life-saving news to me. Hopefully, you can understand, how this puts me in an awkward position.

Nevertheless, I thought I should at least let you know of my sincere intentions and that after these past five years, the heart that your loved one lost, is STILL beating very strong in me! I would be MOST grateful to know more about my hero who obviously kept good care of his or her heart so that I can more properly honor him or her whenever I speak to others about my transplant. But if, for whatever reason, you would rather remain anonymous, I can perfectly understand and respect your wishes!

As for me, I am an open book and would love to share with you anything you’d like to know about me. I know I cannot mention any personal information that might reveal my identity in this letter. However, I think it’s safe for me to tell you a few things about myself.

I am a 44 year old man (I was 39 when I suddenly contracted congestive heart failure). I have my Master’s in History and Philosophy, and I have been an IT/software professional for over 20 years. I am an Evangelical Christian and active in my church. I have a young, 7-year-old son who lives with his mother in another state. Although he doesn’t know it yet, he is another one of the primary hereos of my life, since, I couldn’t bear the thought of him growing up without a daddy.

I cannot even BEGIN to understand God’s reason for preserving my life, when I was literally on my deathbed several times throughout this entire ordeal. All I DO know is that I am extremely blessed and humbled. To that end, I want you to know that I fully intend to live out the life of your loved one’s heart and to honor his or her memory as much as I possibly can!

God bless and Merry Christmas!